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10.21.04 (7:40 pm)   [edit]
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ow
09.29.04 (9:48 pm)   [edit]

my shoulder hurts like a mutha...

 
Check out my matrix thing-a-ma-jigger----->
09.22.04 (5:20 pm)   [edit]

im bored so i feel like blogging...


 


watched fight club today at steves and decided we should have our own fight club... except with slap boxing instead of actuall fighting... good times... i fucked my elbow up fighting zach-attack... then people left, got a free milkshake from ellen, hit some balls at adventure landing, came home.


 


extremely boring blog?... i think yes

 
moment of clearity
09.20.04 (2:59 pm)   [edit]

sorry for that last blog... i was in one of the wierdest moods ever... but im still not proud of the last couple days. and im not depressed or anything so...


 


 


just wanted to clear that up... CALL ME!

 
horribly soothing weekend
09.19.04 (4:18 pm)   [edit]
hey, whats up?... thats cool... me?... im good i guess... confused as to what the hell im feelin right now and why im feelin it. im not to proud of the past couple days but they definatly felt good. im kinda angry at some things/people. idk... oh! and also... i got that whole im worthless, and not important to anyone thing runnin through my head... fuck my head. feelin wierd. and tired... good nite y'all.
 
its coming again...
09.16.04 (10:31 am)   [edit]
better pick a side...
 
*jaw drops*
09.13.04 (4:29 pm)   [edit]

can you say kickflip over a 3-stair?


 


(props to tim for doin it first)

 
summers not over... we just got something better to do
09.09.04 (4:31 pm)   [edit]

well, school... it seems nice to see more than the same few faces everyday... it was definatly nice to see a few people that i have been really wanting to see. and then are others that i really really didnt want to see ever again. but what can ya do? after a lonely summer (yeah i know it wasnt really lonely, i had all y'all around but you know what i mean) im hopin to meet some knew people and try to be a better person. so far things arent lookin up but its only been 2 days so we'll see. :?


 oh yeah, ya know that class ap calculus? its fucking hard! gah! but at least i got some one in each of my study halls that i can do the hw with.


weathers been a bitch. i got my board yesterday, finally, but i still havent been able to ride it on account of the flooding.

 
fun party
09.05.04 (8:44 pm)   [edit]

well, tonight didnt turn out the way i had hoped... i feel like an ass. i still do wanna thank everybody for comin over n stuff... but... i wanted people to have a good time and it seemed that everyone was depressed about something...


 


including myself.

 
shut up me
09.03.04 (12:25 pm)   [edit]

i know ive said it time and time again... or maybe i havent... its probly me just complaining to me... but nice guys truely do finish last... i see it time and time again... the nice guys are the ones who sit back and never have any real physical contact with anyone and crack a joke every once in a while trying theyre hardest not to be rude and be all over a girl or anything along those lines... then theres the ass holes... they touch people alot... are obnoxious... things that a nice guys would never even think about doing ass holes just do with no thought at all...



 



 



i dont know... this might just be all in my mind... i try my hardest to be a nice guy but then i see ass holes doing stuff i would never do to people and no one thinks anything of it... but i see it as totally uncalled for... but im not just gonna come out and say it because... im a nice guy... theres no way to win...


how come i dont get the hugs? how come i dont get to be the person people come to for help? why cant i be the best friend?


oh well... i guess im just gonna keep skatin and doin my own thing and wallow in my self pitty some more



does anyone understand me or am i just on my own for this one as well?

 
i hate my life...
09.03.04 (11:58 am)   [edit]

...and/or my computer...

 
mc pee pants in da hizzie
09.02.04 (1:16 pm)   [edit]

well, my birthday turned out to be pretty good. i got the ATHF dvds and watched almost every episode at steves last night. i enjoy it very much. im still lookin forward to sunday... im hopin itll be some good times.


 


...not much else to say about that


 


oh yeah... im also lookin forward to saturday as well :wink:

 
5th set ap calc with davids bitches
08.28.04 (9:42 pm)   [edit]

good day today. hung out with an assortment of people today. first with ellen at some concert thingy. but we were only there for a bit cuz it rained. but on a good note we saw some crazy old hippie dude who looked hilarious and it was pretty cool hangin out with ellen and her mom. then we went and found doug and chelsey and chilled with them for a tid bit. then everyone was working or something so i found my way to steves where justin was as well. we went to wendys n stuff on ridge road. i ordered a junior bacon cheese burger with just ketchup and i looked at it and it had bacon, ketchup and cheese... but no burger...i found it amusing. after that steve went into work so me and justin chilled at my pad. but justin wanted to cruise town and blast his system so we went into town and found ellen and amy then chilled some more with them... by the time they left it was about 9:30. thats when rob called up and said his parents were gone so i went over and got tips with him then came home at 11:30... wow... i did alot today... its 1:30 now and the satelite signal went out on account of the storm so i had nothing better to do than write a blog. wow... i did alot today...


 


oh! schedules came today and its lookin like its gonna be an awsome year!... goin out in style, bitches... i hate to say it but im kinda lookin forward to it... :D

 
random jaw pain?
08.25.04 (6:54 pm)   [edit]

im Initial D-ed out...

 
initial d bitches
08.24.04 (7:14 pm)   [edit]

ive definatly enjoyed the past couple days. gotten in some very good initial d time in the last 2 days. tim and rob both got new boards... now i friggin need one :(.had a great time at olive garden today. it was nice to see everyone in the same place at once... i dont think thats happened since finals week... crazy...


 


~thats it

 
i heart doom
08.20.04 (7:46 pm)   [edit]

well its been a fairly eventful past couple of days. was pissed off about a certain something this morning but it was ok. fridays are usually boring days for me cuz thats when everyone works but i managed to get in sometime with people today which made it pretty fun. i got doom from steve yesterday and it has been a blessing. even though my comp sucks and the game craps out every time i need it not to ive managed to enjoy it thoroughly.


 


~bitches-i


 


oh, and to the person who wrote that comment in my last blog, i always like hearing about how people hate me and all but do ya really want me to go drink some bleach? i mean c'mon. and ive only heard maybe 2 people say the whole 'go drink bleach and die' type thing and only 1 or 2 people are (as you so elequently put it) 'skoney haters' so its really not to difficult to figure out who ya are... sorry :wink:

 
im gonna fail english because of you!
08.13.04 (5:57 pm)   [edit]

weeeeeeee! still very sleep deprived from last night. i got to play 'mommy' and take care of everyone while they slurred and stammered.... and puked. twas ok regardless of a few people not realizing how messed up they were and getting very violent and screaming at me and acting like theyre gonna hit me.... *cough* ROB *cough*... i dont think he realized that i put up with alot with him last night...



"i just want zach to be HAAAAAAPPY!"




-hehe... silly justin


 


P.S. graduation party tomorrow, bitches... stop by... FREE FOOD!

 
stronghold stronghold stronghold...
08.10.04 (5:55 pm)   [edit]

wow... i think im in the early stages of addiction... to stronghold... a video game... yeah... exactly...


 


 


i have no life...

 
air brushed nipples
08.08.04 (8:50 pm)   [edit]

today was perty awsome... went skizzating with tim and ellen. i think tim got his first taste of stardome when we saw some kids watching us... they were like "wow! did you just see that!?" that always makes me feel good.


then later i went to robs we chilled for a bit then anne and kate came over from next door. we chilled even more. it was nice to see anne again. i havent seen her all summer. then i spent many hours playing these computer games that i got from rob. *yawn*


 


*commical inablity to come up with an ending*

 
end... now
08.04.04 (10:04 pm)   [edit]

i thought about the whole situation between all of us with people taking sides and all i think we're gonna find that there could be a disaterous ending to all of this... espesially with graduation coming up in a year. i think with my policy of neutrallity and no one having any real beef with me i have the best chance out of anyone to mend this. im gonna try my best... we all just need to remember the good old days... i.e. steves porch during finals week... those were the days : )

 
not bored... board
08.03.04 (8:29 pm)   [edit]

i needed a good skate and i finally got one today! i went to the brockport skate park with ellen and tim and it was amazing. i was bustin shit out left and right, goin up and off everything. it felt so good to put anything that bothers me behind myself and just have a fuckin blast...


 


but i did have terrible swamp ass with my thin pants on so it was very visable and some kid got naked and was skatin around... not fun... we left shortly after... but i still had a blast!

 
red hot moon
08.02.04 (9:15 pm)   [edit]
you see that picture up there ^


...i need to go do that thing
 
:'(
08.02.04 (8:18 pm)   [edit]
there i go... cryin again... over stupid high school drama bull shit...

i wish i understood...
 
forget it
08.02.04 (6:23 pm)   [edit]
am i a terrible person? am i not good looking? am i too short? am i too annoying? am i too immature? am i not cool enough?


if yes... then i have nothing to whine about



but if no... then what the fuck?




-your friendly neighborhood depressed kid
 
my illness
08.01.04 (3:54 pm)   [edit]
im sick of my family, im sick of being yelled at by everyone for everything, im sick of having consistantly bad luck with girls, im sick of friends who defend me one moment and piss me off the next, im sick of people telling me i cant be sad, im sick of being told to get a fucking job, im sick of being told to help others be happy when im not even happy, im sick of always being one step behind everyone else, im sick of being treated like a fucking child, im sick of being the goofy kid that no one will ever see as more than a friend or even a best friend, im sick of pretending im in a good mood on the outside when im dying on the inside, im sick of not being 'cool' enough to be close to anyone, im sick of being alone, im sick of the way my life is going...


im fuckin done...
 
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